When The Sun Goes Down - Arctic Monkeys

on my mp3 : diary of jane - breaking benjamin

to kill time, watch a movie. yes. um so we did. two stupid movies. one is actually better than the other. how can we be fooled by the alluring poster n cast of stars. shit man. Wicker Man sucks to death. nicholas cage must be nuts. wtf is wrong with the writer. psycho shit. and its dead boring. and another is Ghost Game which isnt so bad considering i havent watched a cheesy asian horror flick in a long time. it did make me jump, but no screams this time though. i just closed my eyes la duh. although its ramadhan n U kept saying "it's ok sayang, bulan puasa takde hantu" but stiiilllllll...urgh!

so after both movies we bought pies in case tak sempat berbuka. i wanted steak n cheese pie but its finished =( so i settled with a burger pie which U wanted to exchange with eventually sheeeeeessssshhhh sebooookkk!

n yeah we broke our fast in the car. i cant stand looking at the ice cool coke mannnn..it was so tempting i was in frantic changing the radio channels to find azan. haahahah lammmeee

by the time we arrived at yasmeen's evrybody ate already..it was hanip's surprise party cum buka puasa thingy...lambat sampai so i nearly bocor rahsia..i thought he knew already..haha kesian nya n then picture time...we were waiting to surprise hanep n it took quite a while for them to get ready. i asked yasmeen whats the hold up and she said, "oh tunggu kejap eh" with the muke cover2 haha comel je

and so the moment was finally there, hanip was upstairs n evryone gathered downstairs with the cake to surprise him n all...and to our surprise as well, renia suddenly appeared from nowhere...we were almost screaming like "whaaaaaaattttt???!?!?!?" and so the blindfolded hanip came down n got his surprise.

anep was not the only one yang surprised ok. we were too since renia came back from melb..celaka! she told us she couldnt be there n all n she sent money lah to buy the cake balik january nanti lah hahahaha kena tipu jugaakkkk...takpe next time i join u in melb k na? oh n after that what else lah kan...picture time lagiiiii...so yeah tht concludes yest.

today? just went to college to settle sum stuff with the assignment n watched The Devil Wears Prada shiiitttt all the clothes, bags, shoes accessories i wannnnttt sangat2 n yes, thats the dream job i'd kill for since i was 15...if only lah kan?

to view pictures, please redirect to my multiply.thanksss

Without You I'm Nothing - Placebo

on my mp3 : iris - goo goo dolls

everything has not been going so great, at home or otherwise. i know i shouldnt be writing abt it. nobody gives two arses bout whats going on in my life, or let alone care. but hell, it's my blog...a sanctuary for me to express things i've bottled up inside. and its actually great if nobody actually reads it.

imma train wreck, no kidding. people think im all perfect, in my perfect life...who are you kidding?! you're not normal if you're perfect. imma thinker. i think abt things a lot...and sometimes it gets to much it hurts. my brain really hurts...and im not lying...but i wish i could feel less...so that i wouldnt take things up to heart much...i wanna be numb.

ok wait i take that back...both my legs has been numb, on n off...im scared...im scared that one day im going to miss being able to walk, or dance or play futsal...i hope my leg problem goes away. its been years now, n its getting worse. nobody seems to believe me when i say my leg hurts. they'll say it my fault for not wearing socks when i sleep lah, sitting down for hours lah...but i know, deep in my heart there something wrong. if its just a minor thing, it should go away in no time, right? but this, this has been a life-long problem. i cant walk far, i have no strength to stand long, and i keep losing feelings on any one of the legs at a time.

it has always occured whenever im going down the stairs, then ill lose feelings on one leg, and fall down. if you look closely, you can see my veins, protruding. its not a good thing. im not that skinny,fair, or that fat that my veins should visible.and now my knees hurts when i stand bend or anything. my parents think im being a drama queen, but then again nobody will say anything if i happen to be disabled in the future. yeah they think its nothing now, but if anything happens...would they believe me then?

thats what happened to a family member, she young and gorgeous, and about to get married in a few days. but she kept on having migrains n headache. but other ppl thought it was just a headache. until one day bammm!! she fell down, and never woke up again. she's now in a vegetative state...for life! doctors found a huge tumor in her brain, so that explains the headaches n all...and her fiancee left her..i mean seriously, who would wait? cakap bolehla...so get yourself checked. or it might be too late.

Here It Goes Again - Ok Go!

on my mp3 :bitemarks and bloodstains - finch


took the title from the OK GO! song, the one with the treadmill...its the coolest thing ever esp when they performed it live at the VMAs. neways i want d'lites for christmas pweaaasseeee =P
f.y.i they're not photons. u cant do much with photons except liquid with it unless if you have reeeaaaalllllyyyy good coordination u can try tossing it around but tht would take loads of practice...i prefer liquiding w/out photons or whatever. but id love to have an orbit...they're super prettyyyyyyyyyyy ive only seen a couple at raves though..i guess msians dont do orbit much since theyre good at shuffling. orbits take up space. btw here's a video of the d'lites:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4Y6bSFI2iM

and here's my fav video of orbitting:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D18FT1hw43U

The Gift - Angels and Airwaves

on my mp3 : the kill - 30 seconds to mars


U is an uncle...yippee! i cant wait to see the baby. his mum said he looks like ubir when he was small...putih? yea right! hhahaha ill put up his picture later. im still waiting for a name...btw he has dua pusar at the back of his head, just like U's...and you know what that means right? hope he doesnt turn out like dennis the menace *cross finger*

Red Blue Purple - Marco V

on my mp3 : pieces - sum41


theory of the day : why dogs bila nak pee lift up just one leg?

anyhoooo it's puasaaaa!!! woohoo means more foooooddd and cravingsss and and sleeeppp and also raya is near and umm showersss woohoo but pity, no concon-ing with babeyh. hahaha shit man. if raya is enar, means my finals are near too..fourth day of raya how sad is that? and that is also the day of Revelation P.D ..fcuk!


i just realized that i wont be scared shitless if i watch a ghost movie this month yeay! lol...i reallllyyy wanna watch Ghost Game...although its another corny asian horror flick. hantu kena ikat ! hantu kena ikat! wahahahaha im not afraid of the dark ubeyy!! well at least for a month since my room, isnt the best place to stay in if you're considered lemah semangat..blame the pokok pisang behind and my disability to fall asleep easily.

i sound dumb i know =P

btw i learned by myself how to apply make-up in pictures via photoshop..cool or what..i dont need to buy eyeshadows in various colors woohoo! below is the um "adjusted" version of the pictures (takut ubir marah)


although i just realized the lips are a bit cacat..phooey!

Celebrate The Day - Herbert Gronemeyer

on my mp3 : roulette - system of a down


my sister and I celebrating after Arsenal's win... to both M.U and Sheffield Utd. blame the hype...it's all the hype woohoooo!!!!

went to my cousin's place for a kenduri yest before I went to Raju's with ubir, it was raining heavily and we went through all the rain just to eat brunch for the last time bfore puasa. above is a picture of me and aliana, and below is with annura.

Last night, had dinner at Jake's (heheh just by mentioning the name of this place can make zubirzane terliur) with family. had the usuals...which was super great...
I want this ED HARDY!!! is there anyone, who'd be super generous to gimme one..pweety pwease =( i need retail therapy...double =(

I took this from ubir's phone...it looks magnificent and the size is bigger than his usual pixel size..his phone's pixels sucks, really no offence but yeah usually its around 70kb but this is 558kb..its um a picture of the colloseum in roma.
honestly, i thought id never see one of these after we left primary but then last week i went to this really corny kedai runcit at p.d, and found this! omg i cant even remember the last time i had these! probably during those days where the pakcik roti lalu in neighbourhood areas...but not in sec3 though...we have al bismi lah i think thats why...its even rare to hear that mat kool song from an ice cream man here.

ok im bored and i have nothing to write on...anyways! happy fasting (i dont think this phrase even exists lol)...aie puasa tak?

A Certain Romance - Arctic Monkeys

on my mp3 : geek in the pink - jason mraz


i feel blogging is actly lame...nobody seems to read it anyways but i got 90 views already..hah! i have stalkers...lol...yeah keep on reading bitches!

ive persuaded ubir the-anti-social-internet-illiterate babe to start a blog...coz if he doesnt, he'll keep bothering me wid his stupid theories. and i told him to write it down, in a blog obviously. and then we've decided, we'll actually think of something, like a theory, at least one a day..heh cool seyh..well i cant wait to see what he has got to offer...but lemme tell you, it aint gonna b pretty. and full of arsenal crap. too much...seriously

Just For You - Lionel Richie

on my mp3 : point blank - Wid and Ben

yey! ai desaided tu tok wiedli tudei. trai en rid en yu wil no wat ai min. shait men! it luks laik sam niu leng guej or samting...kul sial!

aie! dis is for yu men sins yu sim tu hev nathing tu du kan?

fak! aim in de kompiuter leb trai ing tu faind tings on abraham maslows motivashiun tiori. fak lah! en ubir is stadi ing in de laibreri olso. aim hangri en frizing. wai ar de esainmen ol diu dis wik. babi cipap haram betol! i het it lah. tenk God nex wik ail bi on holideys...wuhuuuu!!!

shit! ai nid tu stop or ail stat taiping laik dis for mai asainmen. aisehmen!

Talk Shows on Mute - Incubus

on my mp3 : all of us - fred baker remix




whatever-lah... *rolls eyes*

your immaturity shows.

Breathe, Stretch, Shake - Mase

on my mp3 : raindrops - Stunt (remix)

lots of things happened last weekend...my legs hurt like hell for days after futsal...shit lah...menyesal didnt stretch before-hand. and i met corny connie and danny sakai although lafvin who were sposed to come like wajib punya kind was missing in action.dahla flying off to russia. chit! i had fun at the bbq and the food was awesome esp those rice cakes.

so yeah, for the first time, i caused massive traffic due to my "drifting" skills haha babi je imran kutuk2! um well blame the rain bwahaha tulaaaa nak sangat pegi KL Tower kan dah jadi tuu..thank God im still in one piece.

i heard ada orang sasau tergolek...well, have fun next time! lol

contrary to popular belief (frm what i heard lah), me and my boyfriend DO NOT drink or do drugs. seriously. tried? maybe...but really, NO. do we look like it? i dunno...lots of people are actually surprised that we dont. my ecstasy would be my mr lover and ciggies. yep...and shopping.oih euphoria teros!

well, im not surprised that she had a culture shock. i knew it since dulu lagi..

i went to p.d to see the hotel room tht dad bought...not bad. not bad at all. i had a fight with them. it was ugly...really. im sry.

baby, yr the only reason i keep going on through hard days.

shit i love this pic!

BTW ARSENAL WON ONE NIL TO M.U HAHAHAAAAA LET THE DEVILS BURN IN THEIR HELLL!!!

i saw a lot of ppl wearing arsenal jerseys, tees etc today incl me n ubir lol...best sialll..merah je semua..ada kuning skit ah..ngn maroon.bakar linnneee sikiiitttt.

Coming Undone - Korn

on my mp3 : Lethal Industry (hardstyle remix) - tiesto

played futsal yest. pissed that we didnt score (but that's okay there were a few first-timers) and then then best part was the opponent played rough. shit man. i didnt dare to, scared that itll get out of hands and ill start a fight. i have this tendency to fight, i am resentful and a hater so dont mess! kimak gile sial...wanna play rough?, i can too! we'll see...

this week had passed without me even realizing it...but yeah whatever, time flies...i need a new laptop. the current one's screen is semi-detached to the keyboard. sengal kan? it looks pathetic nowadays, with a life-on-span of an hour or so...es stupidos. but i love my lappie...it hold so many memories in the form of pictures, videos and songs. lol i think thats whats ruining it hahaha...

my brother is the biggest bastard ive ever met. he thinks he's sooo big he can order me arnd. pls la bitch, you're not my father, but my little brother. stupid dah la kerek berlagak pulak tu...even dare to hit me n all..gave my dad a mild heart attack last week when we started fighting at OU slapping each other n all..shit he thinks he's so great lah konon to overpower me..one word, anjing, DAYUS!




i was bored...sorrylah!

Days Go By - Dirty Vegas

on my mp3 : faster kill pussycat - brittany murphy

retail therapy always works...spent like a lot today on clothes and foodddddddddddddd as always haha the fastest shopping spree ever with andrew..nah i always shop fast pun.


ubey n lexis, yep they're my babies
budak mengada!
ubey, me n syaira (lama giler havent seen each other kan?) at zureen's bbq..

Delicious punya cupcakes are awesommeeeee i laffff the gummy bears sesangat ah!


well it obvious kan? abit irritated lah...why cant you back me up instead of saying things to my face...gile annoying...tikam bijik mata ngan garfu kang baru tau! pastu goreng ngan sauce tiram campur garlic bagi makan kat ikan i...lagi best...

btw my grandpa died at 9.a.m this morning...it was his time to go, and may Allah bless his soul...amin

Free Loop - Daniel Powter

on my mp3 : fat lip - sum41

nowadays i find saturdays are becoming more n more sundays...then if sunday macam apa pulak? nevermind...ok then these budak2 kat bawah ni called me up for karaoke i was super malas to go so i chilled at uncle zin's hse eheh chonchon ahhhh lol...n watched Real (Madrid) the movie..cheh exxageration to the max weyyy like oh-so dramatic punya cerita...stupid! so around 6+made a move to saujana to swimmm..ubir is the most nakal kid ive ever met. he kept on like spitting water from his mouth to my face... stupid! and then like when i struggled a bit at the deep area, asking for his help..he held my head n threatened to push me underwater and said "u curang dgn i ke tak, baik u ckp cpt!" sebel! sialan! weyy my bf tried to kill me weyyyy lol...and he gave me the 5 y/o nakal laugh..my God, i can imagine lah what our kids would be like (i'd surely need tranquilizers by then)...left saujana at about 8+ to hartamas square to eat my fav lambchop and mother of all kerang rebus..besar gile sial their kerangs...
N yeah, i was so bored during the arsenal game, half time pasang red f.m to get my weekly dose of DJ Kuma but this time it sucks! seriously...it was better in weeks before this...
Btw, they have a little sale goin on at forever21..i want that baseball tube lah sheesh! and this one in the picture above, i dont think ada kat msia's forever21. should i order or not?

Beating Hearts Baby - Head Automatica

on my mp3 : goodnight goodnight - hot hot heat

Babyphat

floral butterfly halter
draped tube top
sequins halter
cropped cardigan
stud neck tank
camidoll cheeky set
victorian rose tunic

Heaven's A Lie - Lacuna Coil

on my mp3 : honest mistake - the bravery

aie, your not the only one who's writing for the sake of writing...well, myspace has become a bit boring for me, for blog's sake! umm well yeah lemme crap bout whats bin happenin arnd.

1. i'm still not learning that procrastination kills...maybe i will...in another 2 weeks...we'll see whether there'd be another stress-3am-i'd-like-to-kill-my-lecturer post.

2. I played futsal yest...really! no kiddin! well, the boys were there to just laugh at me anyways. wait till i aim the ball at their balls. so it was tiring i nearly dozed of while talkin on the phone with ubir.

3. My skin condition is getting better! i'm super happy bout that im havin less zits. im not those fortunate people who's blessed with good skin condition okay..this Clinelle thingy really works! now i just need to lighten the scars...ani1 knows how to lighten scars in a jiffy? (excl. lasers, and makeup lah)..tell me yeah!

4. i'm groovin to the "space jam" song..ugh lame alert. stupid channel V!

5. i wanna go shopping...anyone wanna belanja me? too many pretty clothes...to little cash..sigh

6. i'm actually loving this strawberry cigs altho its a bit too menthol-ish..at least it doesnt leave my hnbags stinkin'. now it smells like shisha...really no kiddin!

I Dare You To Move - Switchfoot

on my mp3 : i predict a riot - kaiser chiefs

i was watching VH1 while munching on chips in my hotel room in Bali, and it was an episode of wierd celebritie's babies' names. and i tell you, it was hillarious. thank God i have a normal name. reminded me of the one ubir told me about this guy called johandran travolta...as in john travolta..geddit? his parents must've really lived to the fullest in the 70's.

i wonder what were going through their mind when they named their babies...maybe excessive camera flash or harmful uv lightings isn't contributing either to the lack of thinking cells...or maybe its just too much of them? here are a few that made to the list:

Nicolas Cage : Kal-el (as in the name of superman when he was borned in Krypton)

Frank Zappa : Dweezil and Moon Unit

Sylvester Stallone : Sage Moonblood

John Mellencamp : Speck Wildhorse

Rob Morrow : Tu Morrow (geddit? tu-morrow)

Jason Lee : Pilot Inspektor

Shannyn Sossamon : Audio Science

Erykah Badu : Puma

Jermaine Jackson : Jermajesty (yer majesty...how do you tell a kid with that name to do his chores, or he's grounded)

Gwyneth Paltrow : Apple

what else should we expect in the future?

Its Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco

on my mp3 : second bite - marco v


jovi, this is for you okay!(i should get a pay for this lol). it's a another saturday and another Hardsequence event at Ruums bar and club.

they're bringing in 2 international DJ's : Hellraiser (melb) n Derb(germany), so it should be good hard dance for all you shufflers out there.


Date: 23rd September 2006, Saturday
Venue: Ruums Bar and Club
Admission fees: presale - RM25 + 1D (entry closes at 11.30 //)
door - RM35 + 1D
Time : 10p.m. - 3 a.m.

* 21 years and above only (lol)


so make your way down to Ruums this 23rd, its going to be a good night of pure hard music...

Look What You've Done - Jet

on my mp3 : the last time (edit) - martin roth

http://www.vanityfair.com


all that speculation has finally come to an end! Suri Cruise will be featured on the cover of Vanity Fair alongside with her famous parents of Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes. I'm actually having a debate with my mum now coz she says that Suri looks like Katie while i say that she looks like Tom. but she'll deff take up goodlooks from both sides, lucky her!

Make A Move - Lostprophets

on my mp3 : home - micheal buble

umm okay i was reading blogs from all over the continent but then i came across (sigh, again) this controversy about this sgporean girl, Dawn Yang, whose ultimately pan-asian good looks is actually enhanced by medic magic...um well, i'd believe her even when she denied the allegations since i myself, or what others said, had gone through major transformation, without surgical aid whatsoever...i guess as we age, our face structure tend to change, and oh my god i just realised tht this morning, my eyes are looking rounder...no kidding!

neways, i was bored and i found old horrid photos of myself which yes, i would love to share with others hehe and ive seen numerous reactions from college friends so i am not surprised if you would be shocked and wondering what exactly did ubir saw in me kan? hehe...warning! these might give heart attacks lol

14 y/o 16 y/o
16 y/o (standing, far right)

17 y/o

17 y/o
7teen

But, those are also the same girl as you see below(not photoshopped):

ahh well, i'll try to find more horrible pictures of myself...

Strings of Life - Ministry of Sound

on my mp3 : miss murder - a.f.i

steve irwin, an environmentalist, better known as the "crocodile hunter", the one with the khaki outfit and talks with loud outbursts of thick aussie accent died while doing what he does best and loved...he will be remembered =(

No Tomorrow - Orson

on my mp3 : iguana - paul van dyk


well, i was to check on groove armada's next event, which will be held in KL so i googled up n all went to heineken's webpage and haha what a laugh i had, you actually have to confirm that you're above 18 years of age(check!) and a non-muslim(umm lol). i mean, who the hell cares it's not like booze are gonna start oozing out my desktop screen if i click to enter the page. its fucking ridiculous. who fucking cares. im just gonna check up on groove armada. so yeah saw the date and venue:

Heineken Thirst Studio 06 continues with the Perform Event at Zouk on September 8 and culminates with Groove Armada Soundsystem, Futon, CSM and more at KL Tower on September 16.

KL Towerrr...hmm... a history with raids and all im not so confident on. should i go or not? we'll see...the last time i put myself on a dancefloor full of drug or alcoholic-boosted people was waaayyy back in sugar. and it was dead boring i tell yea, saturday and not a full-house sheesh! oh wait, sorry, update...last time i was on a speaker, dancing, inspired by the (ahem!)music was in phuket...that was fun! really! except the fact that they keep changing the genre every 1 hour...and the fact that they put on that horrid naked-small-dicked frog song and some shitty fengtau pieces...and getting wolf-whistled by a bunch of horny arabs...lol..im still contemplating on going to speedzone. thing is, i prefer outdoor events rather than clubs. it's much more fun i tell you. clubs are humid and hot n you'd die in the quest to find fresh air. alternative, use the washroom's hand dryer, although it gets kinda hot like sauna. heheh

oh i just remembered, me and ubir were waiting to pay the hostel parking card yesterday and to our surprise we had to take a number! really, a number! like those in jpj or jpn. reminded me of the time when we went to zoukfest genting. it was really jam-packed with around (roughly estimated lah ok!) 10k peeps. and seriously, we had to queue up to take numbers. how cheesy is that. tu baru to take numbers. after dah amik the number, we had to wait for our number to pop-up at 1 of the 50 counters in order to check-in..bodoh gila sialll! had to wait for 2 hours baru dapat check in and that was already 7 pm. i told ubir but he wouldnt listen kan as always to go early..like morning early but noooooooo~ he just had to disagree..dufus! padan muka cannot get valet parking...i have karma you know? so dont mess lol... i know one person who wouldnt anymore heheh

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

on my mp3 : perfect situation - weezer

i used to despise the design of the spybag. but after seeing the miss gorgeous laticia in college toting a purple one, alongside with her vic becks' jeans, i immedeatly fell in love with the bag. and now, that's my short-term goal.

i was browsing through nine west designs. they're gorgeous but ever so expensive. i can't seem to wear anything other than my selipar jamban, wedged heels or killer-high heels. i dont have any other designs that suits my long toes n foot.

i was never a fan of LVs. well i had to use the monogram purse once, since i dont have any other. but now i have the burberry im not gonna change it anymore hehe i laff pink! neways got my hamptons and im ever so happy already...although i still want the stupid spybag to fill it with school stuffs. damnit...forever21 is always the biggest temptation..benci ah!

I Feel Like A Wog - The Stranglers

on my mp3 : rock your body rock - ferry corsten

really, im nice to you, but then again please stop copying me. its creepy and it gets on my nerves. find someone cooler and copy him/her, im not cool...or better yet, be original.

trust me, i know it's not incidental. im not dumb. and it's obvious.

Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights

on my mp3 : speedballin' - outkast

the title screams eww, i know. but then again, i just felt like blogging. yesterday was merdeka day. didnt celebrate, since there's no point if you're celebrating it for the wrong reasons. you're supposed to be grateful that you're not in a warzone. but then, you take it as a reason to club, and get wasted. yea, wat a waste.

neways, groove armada is coming and he is like, super excited like, wajib pergi. and im like, hellooo i wanted to go for zoukfest pd, but nooooo u were not in the mood. i wanted to go for tiesto as well but noooooooo, u just had to say nooooo......damnit. n now, ur the one who's like, oh emm geee i have to goooo it's groove fuckin armada. wtf la shit ah biatch! don't you friggin talk to me after that, seriously, u'r just superb at finding ways to annoy me.

the blog about bali trip is on the way, im just a tad bit lazy to finish it. i'm actually surprised that an english guy, seriously, does not know what a caucasian is. lol. dumbass.

well, beneath still waters is the dumbest horror flick ive ever watched. didnt even flinch at the sight of the ghost. was nooootttt scary...at all. i felt like sleeping and waste my sixbucks thanks to flu meds, but then kesian him tengok alone.

dad's not around, and i managed to persuade my mum, or rather hypnotized her to lend me her car lol...brought it jalan2. it was...cool. on the other hand, i didnt like how a girl, whom used to be super friendly to me, acted when she saw i drove the car. it was quite harsh id mite say, n i did not even say anything berlagak pun to her. how ppl perceive are dii\ff kan, watever lah i dont givva fcuk lagi dah.

oiiii aieee the skateerrrr, a.k.a abang ipar, the one with 6 packs, has a bloggggg for real, ohhh emmm geee(seriously, who started this omg thingy, id like to kill him/her?) n u can give his site a visit at http://smzane.blogspot.com

alritey then, i need to catch up with some people lah. been lost for quite a while. shitlah monash, u take up most of my time. damnit.