hoo ray!

i have the loveliest friends...seriously...here are pictures from today, my birthday. even though its a holiday they came with a cake in hand to celebrate with me and play bullshit and tai ti hahahaha...went to pyrmd to shop with the rest and ran to curve with ubir...to shop summore. im very happy and contented with my buys lately, which happens very rarely. im waiting for U's call and this will be my last post b4 im off to the island tomorrow morning. ma n dad didnt really mind when i said U's coming along. they even asked him to drive. conclusion, he gained their trust...again. ahahahaha

now, i got 3 cakes in my fridge to finish. thanks to qila & fara, U, and my parents.

i still havent bought the tamagotchi damnit!

twinkle

finished my finals yesterday. the paper was a killer! i left the hall early, so did the others (well i just followed them duh). economics ruined my day. chemistry was waaaaaaaaayyyyy better damnit!

anyway, i ordered cupcakes for U's mum's bday from murnie (props to murnie)..they were pretty!!!! i sat there to watch her make the icing, and it was pretty bothering to her hahahaha sorry murnie.

i thank my sister for buying this, so i can pinjam it as well buahahahahaha



seriously, im turning twenty in 2 hours....it's terrifying. what's even more terrifying is that i realized that ive been in love with the same guy for FIVE freaking years. yes, its a huge deal for someone who easily gets bored like me...so, bravo to me..yet another year.

Dyed U's hair today.turned out great. and dengan gatalnya i also dyed my hair just now. im leaving it wet cause im scared to see the bloody results. it looks blonde even when its wet.shhhttttttt its not even funny ya know

and in a day's time, im heading to the beach...i can't wait. but my hair, will be as bright as the sun...i know im exxagerating but fck you! hahahahaha yea yaaaaa renia's coming home...

im talking crap lah shit.

PS: thanks to the ppl who called me to wish me. i was not expecting a call at all but i really appreciate it...you know who you are.

loves yous bye

wish ing

my arms ached from the weight of the shopping bags. dad decided to be extra generous...and when i say generous, he really meant it. so i skipped through the whole new wing of OU and graced myself to a huge helping pile of gorgeous fluttery cutesy colorful tops and embraced the sound of the card swiping. hehehe plus dad didnt mind that much since i had the birthday voucher from topshop.


i can't wait for wednesdayyyyy and thursdaaayyy. one because i can shop....again =D *skipping around the room gleefully* and second, cause i'll be hitting the waters (cross fingers). dad didnt ask much abt the trip and mum just said how much i needed to spend. so...green light lah tu...as usual.


tomorrow's my last paper. its my most hated subject eveeerrrr...economics. i hope ill get a credit...at the very least. very ma fan ( i dont know how its spelled) ok.

i hate sinus. i hope sinus is a solid thingy so i can step onnit till it dies flat on the floor. menyusahkan jugak....

what else is menyusahkan? hmmmmm lemme seeeeee.....

- irritating lonely desperate boys
- little siblings
- credit card machines which takes a looonnnggg time to verify
- queueing

gotta go...updating my multiply. will write once im free. btw renia will be back on the 26th and im doing a girls day out only dinner at somewhere nice where we can all dress nicely (mind you, we haf to shop beforehand) for my birthday and just to catch up despite some rifts in the group...please make it happen. we're all still friends no matter what.

update

updating the checklist on

http://hanzbr.blogspot.com/2007/05/c-h-e-c-k.html



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best friend's wedding (18&19May2007)

a good friend of mine, a former classmate recently got married. kira like she's the first of us that tied the knot and she's also a fellow PTS. congratulations TIA and yes, i AM jealous. beauuuuutiful wedding ...seriously, most of us nearly shed tears but semua pun coverline hahahaha. and thank you for all the bugging talks on tia's nikah night about who's gona be next and evryone looked at me...ye, tunggulah kau lagi 5 tahun hahahaha...ok, nuff talk time for picturessss!!! (that sounded so drag)

the beautiful bride and groom - reception

not gonna happen in another 5 years

spm-ers batch 2003.

more schoolmates minus the boys

on nikah night

tia and I

skip todelloo my darrrrrllliiinnngggg

surprisingly, accountings paper was a breeze compared to last sem where i huffed and puffed through every question and left 45minutes earlier. my bank recon balanced and so did everything else. i remembered every single bloody ratio formula. damn! if i dont score...again. i might as well just hang myself from the new monash campus' klcc-resembling bridge.

i see everyone uploaded beach pictures lately. takpe im prolly gonna have some too next week. i had lots from the feb Bali trip. but im still not satisfied. maybe cause we didnt fully utilise all the time we had there merely cause the boys(majority) preferred to stay in from the heat and play winning eleven (as usual). and we should've gone earlier for the Bob Marley's birthday celebration...yes, a celebration on the 6th of feb.

ANNNNNIIIIVVVEEERRRSSSAAARYYYYYYYY!!!!

not yet lah tapi hahahahahaha a week to my fifth year anniversarrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy!!! U kept asking me what do i want for my birthday (its on the same date) and i kept pissing him off by saying "i want too many things i cant decide". and he said "choose one lah a bag ke, shoes ke etc". and i was like, "mana boleh satu benda je"...dalam hati mengatakan biar betul mamat ni mesti nak beli barang mahal. dont wantlah sayang expensive stuff dapat satu je buat apa hahahahaha but the one you wanted to do us on a doll is very sweet but its frikking expensive. being with you is considered enough. hahahaha yesterday qila and fara asked me, in those 5 years, what's the best gift ive ever received from U. and i said...HIM! they nearly muntah darah hahahahahahahaahahahahaha i love you girls!

this year's anniversary song would be ASLYN-THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU

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as promised, picture at tasya's house. yes, yes i know its ancient. don't complain.

click click away

is stress such an overrated word?

i always blame stress on almost everything negative e.g blemishes, lack of concentration and a bad day. so stress, you're such a drag.

i wanted to write. i love writing and talking shit but i just dont have the time. im having my finals now. another two papers to go, one's a repeat (stupid debit credit shit) and it's tomorrow and monday. so this'll be only a short post. i need to sleep early and wakeup like, fucking early cause nak study (last minute). but ill deff write, after tomorrow...depending on the WiFi connection i can steal from any neighbour bwahahahah yes, im using a neighbour's connection and i dont know who....he must be pissed at the slow connection.


thus, i'll leave you with pictures that i promised to upload since aaaaggggggggeeeessssss ago on Wanie's photoshoot for her assignment themed floral. pictures taken before the shoot since we were bored of waiting and i had to leave for friday's usual futsal game. furthermore, i brought the 350z over at U's and we snapped loads of picture of it using a Nikon D40. see how much diff it makes using a dlsr? i refused to be the model cause i had futsal, so Julia was the only model available that day. finished product of her assignment is with Donat though. i only have the pre-shoot pictures. sorry. but i know they turned out awesome. anyways, gotta go sleep. bye!

me and Donat, vain

350z from driver's side

Juliana Sophie Evans, the model

full picture of the very fair lady

enjoy!

can you believe that?

wait hmmmmm lemme count...1..2..3..4..11 more days to my 5th year anniversary!!!!!!

i love you sayang! no matter how much i whine, slap punch kick you and throw a nasty fit you're still gonna be my true looooovvveeee

*proceeds to more kicking and punching and biting passionately hahah ewww*

swal low

found this while digging up through my old pictures folder... if you dont get the joke, you must be either plain innocent or just fucking slow =)

one two thr eeeee

this is my mengaji night. friday. im writing this while waiting for my turn to recite. i have tons to talk about so ive decided to just jot it down.



1. i still have nt blog abou the stuff on the reminder list. reminder...again:blog please!



2.my birthday wish list are as follows(hahaha mengada nya!):

- cash cash cash! (check)

- crochet bikini set

- tamagotchi v4

- cupcakes

- nikon dslr camera

- harry potter's final installment

- LED ikea wall lights

- babydoll lingerie set (no corsets again please)

- shoes+bags+accessories (get the picture?)

- graphic t-shirt with my name on it (narcism)

- start to the business

- tops from urban outfitters

- credit card (debitcard pun jadilaaaa)

- room renovation



3. U showed me this article in the Star today about a girl who had her sweet16 party @ atrium MTV style. talk about influence! its exactly like those super sweet sixteen thingy on Mtv. i used to wish i had one, but come to think of it, its better to treat the less fortunate. and her dress was ugly! (bwahahaha evil laugh). too westernized already lah the family.



4. are we all stuck in this race where everyone tries to top each other. then, nobody goes nowhere with that.

Augustana - Boston

i think marketing paper went well. but as usual, tak sempat finish evrything(which lately seems more and more impossible). mostly everything that was spotted (about half an hour b4 the paper) came out. so i was kinda happy. everyone that studied with me was happy...very. for the first time fadhly came out of the exam hall smiling, which makes me feel like i wanna lempang him more and more hahaha as if he doesn't get enough everyday lol

im 90% sure that we'll be off to tioman on my birthday. now it has become a habit to go on hols with friends after the end of each semester hahaha takpe my dad yang sponsor jalan jeeeee. his reasoning was abit weird though...he doesnt let me out to clubs or anything much around here, but he'd rather send me off to another country (which i think gives me more freedom). but hey, why the hell should i complain. im happier that way. he does let me out to events la (that is if he's in a good mood hahah)

i can finally sleep in peace tonight. at least. tomorrow silver surfer's out. might watch it at the curve (every thursday's chillout joint sbb i prefer the cinema there). the day after my birthday transformers pulak out but ill be on the way to tioman already. thank GGGGGOOOODDDD U settled out to gerak siang. i was already imagining driving during the night through the quiet and creepy estate road. shhhhtttttt geli siaaaaalllllll plus the stories about what happened to them 2yrs ago on the same route. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee scaaaarrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyy hahaha this time i dont wanna see any extra kepala at the side mirror or the scratching on metal sound or any ghost lorry ah pls. dahla im a light sleeper babi betul!

so you have any ghost stories to share? i have lots. but you have to lepak with me to listen or you're gonna go blind if i type it all out here.

i miss the dance floor. shows how ketinggalan i am. im still stuck in the jaman batu. and i saw an Ikea lampu which is fucking nice but fucking expensive darnit! its like a series of LEDs that you can shape into anything and stick it on the wall (think initials or any symbols) and it looks like those lights on high-end clubs punya entrance. fucking nice. anyone wanna buy that for my bday...please =(

and im thinking of getting the new tamagotchi v4. lama sial tak main...rindu. me and fara want to join our tamas so they'll be friends...like us!

oklah gtg if i continue then ill crap more. my haywire period starts after maghrib. only on certain ocassions you will see me verrrryyyyyy hyper during the day (think tons of willy wonka's nerds in one shot)

ok bye!

la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i have one more day to go and i havent started studying. every year/ sem its the same ol same old resolution: to stop procrastinating but none ever worked hahaha

Business Law exams? it was shit. i managed to finished 4 out of 5 ques while most finished only 3 (thank GOOODDD i skipped q3). so i hope ill do better mwahahahaha(evil laughter)

fadhly was really traumatized by the paper. he came out with the depressed look and hung out 10mins later being all zombie-like. funny. anyhooooo im off to bergayut wit U first then baru study hahahaha priority lari habis niiiiii

dah dahla copy tu obvious sangat dah niiiiiiiiii adoiii geramnyaaaaaa find your own style laaaaa alahaaiiiii susah sangat ke? i thought you boast about your branded stuff then youre sposed to look good lah. i dont buy that much branded goods but i still look 340814712times better than you do. boo, you whore!

ok, bye!

mary janes

people can be so mean...all we need in this world is discretion and joints all day longggg so we'll all be happpppyyyy and smillliiiinnngggg hahahahaha just like what kirsten dunst recommended.

what's all the fuss about this benny dahbasi thingy. people keep sms-ing me asking whether im going or not. firstly, im having my exams. second, benny benassi is sooooooo 4 years ago. seriously, why are events now swarmed with school kids?

im turning 20 in a few weeks time. im already thinking of my future, planning ahead to as far as i can imagine and it hit me!...I'M MoTHERFoCKING OLD! is this feeling normal? other people seem to be so cool and calm and not fret like a makcik as i am.they seem to be basking in the sweetness of the present and takes whatever that comes. I, on the other hand have sleepless nights and many hours spacing out thinking of ways to achieve my dreams a.s.a.p. i even dream about spacing out thinking! hahahah chronic punya case dah niiii

am i alone? should i be feeling this at this age?am i growing up fast or do i just worry too much? i believe i have all symptoms checked on the "paranoid" list. i always feel left out with my peers. i feel like i dont belong. maybe cause my interests are simply different. i do try to fit in anyway, knowing things i dont really need to and everything. im not all these things i tried to be. i don't like the unexpected. im meticulous, fussy and very precise. im a perfectionist. i do things over and over again until i get it right. even if the unexpected occurs i always have plan B.

it hit me that im old just a few days ago when i chilled at hartamas square. i think a tornado swept off all the cool ppl and replaced em with loud annoying school kids. they were screaming and laughing in the most gedikest way you can ever imagine sampai langgar2 other people's table and such.tch. lame. and then, the body pun tak develop lagi ada hati nak pakai some supersluttysexy outfit and touching boys here and there. i was DISGUSTED. even i wasnt like that back then. (rolls eyes).

i think malaysia would have more and more plastics and regina george soon. my sister told me that girls her age(mind you she's only 14) nowadays think that losing their virginity is the in thing. wtf. you should lose it to someone you actually love. waitlah at least a year. Noooo, stay innocent kids! dont lose it to some boy with a boyband haircut and partydude wannabe attitude with no pubic hair. ergh...(rolls eyes summore)

so let us spread the maryjane influenced attitude where everyone is happy and slow and not take things for granted...yarrite hahahahahahaha

the world is MINE

replying to the comment on the kanye west post:

im not always that slim. i do have my stuck-out pooch days. i have a high water-retention problem. means my body keeps the water esp around the tummy area, but it does not go that much into the other parts like bloodstream etc that really needs it. so i always get dehydrated but the water keeps staying in the tummy until i pee. maybe i should cut down on the salt =P