guess what? i've been attending classes without fail! woohooooo its an accomplishment to me!

the classes aren't as bad. i have wednesdays and fridays off excl weekends. only day that is packed from 8-6 is on thurs. but i can live with that.

renia's flying off on thurs. at least i got to chill with her before she left. there wasn't much talk but more melalak session at redbox.

anyhoo will update later. nothing interesting happened...


oooooooooooohhhhhhhh wait!

did I tell you that last week i had a dream about 'her' for four nights in a row? in my dream, we were best friends. ironically impossible kan? i know. although i dont really mind to berbaik balik with her. but but but...thing is

i hung out with a bunch of company law classmates then i just realised that this girl shasha looks exactly like her (its not just me who said that ok). so i guess the dream meant that im going to form a friendship with shasha, not her.

hmm tu jela. nothing interesting although sha gets annoyed everytime ppl say that she looks like 'her' hihi


ok toodles

eng aged?

should i, or should i not get engaged?

i guess his mum wants to do it soon rather than when he's in the states...which he'll just sit goyang kaki not knowing anything.

but if i get engaged, whats the difference? we literally sort of already are.

but his mom said, if taknak majlis just a cincin tanda would do...in which he replied "oh dah bagi dah"

chit! kedekut! hahahaha that ring is a friendship courtship kind of ring from 4 years back! not an engagement ring! hahahah

but what would my dad think of the idea. i dont mind, really. its not any different than what we are now.

and he's coming back in 3 years, if tak sangkut *which i doubt he wont lol* and it'll take another one year for me to finish my MBA in the states when he graduates. and he said he wants to work dulu. and dad does not want me to come back home straight. he wants me to work and gain experience there. and you know what U said? he said "takpelah camtu kita kahwin kat vegas, i pakai baju elvis" *sudden rush of zero-emotion took over my face* *his facial expression? such a brat-like u'd feel like slapping him for coming up with the grandest -mother-of-all-stupid sarcasm* thank you.




so tell me, should i?

three in one

how much more humiliating can this be? urgh *churns out dinner*

seriously, it is very humiliating that people actually came up to me and laughing their asses off as they asked whether it was me or not. please, spare me the remains of my dignity and stop asking already. laugh all you want, but discretely okay? sheesh ya dont have to be tht harsh yknow?

anyways, excuse me a bit lah kan but it seriously was at 7.05 a.m. just 4 minutes after tesco had opened. and the sun wasnt even up yet when i left so please, save all the criticism. i know how dreadful i looked like.

however, it's a very good book although i am not contented with the ending. or maybe its that uneasy feeling that there will no longer be another series? so i'll wave gdbye to the magic that made my summer every time the book is published.

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guess what happened to ari's car...yes, u guessed right...all thanks to adit.

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had majlis doa selamat and tahlil on sunday at my uncle's new house. here are pictures:

my little soldiers

it has always been the three of us

the boys, just a small bunch. thank god ya dont hafta meet the rest.

the interior garden upon entrance through the main door. and this was taken from a bedroom upstairs. cool kan?

in my little cousin's very pink room

bila nak kahwin aliana?!?!?! hahaha

my dearest little angel

my brother and my cousin trying to piss aliana off hahaha

ok toodles!

to the madhouse...yet again

went offfff to tasya's houseeeeee!!!!! again...story or goes, i forgot the house number so i wasnt allowed inside and unfortunately i did not have cell credits as well. so i had to talk nicely or rather persuade him to let me in and yadda yadda. saw ari before tht but he just went in straight after asking me to park inside. so i was alone, in a frantic! haha then the guy let me in and stuff and still, i didnt remember the floor their apartment was so i just lingered around the are and just went up and down randomly from 2osomethg floors and ended up on this very deserted 8th floor. it had the creepy 'dark water' eerie feeling as i walked through the corridor so to avoid any unpleasant encounters i dashed into the elevator and went back to ground floor where i met eu jin *phew, what a luck!* he was also searching for me hahaha kesiannnn dia. so went up and had lunch which sari and agung bought *nasi pecel ayam ..yum* and went to idaman around 5 and chilled there. went back quite late and it was raining and i was stuck in the traffic for 1 and a half hour and ubir went home and didnt even call me so i got stuck again at sec9 and anddd andddd i was pissed. ok thts all. here are visuals:

tas, jadi model mobil aja dong!

semuanya gara-gara beng-beng ajaib...which eu jin snatched the last quarter of it.

the beautiful and gorgeous theresa karina tasya putri

the lot, which was also the reason i went to dmsr that day...

i love you tas!

deathly timing

nope. i haven't finished HP yet. there were too many distractions (had to send my sis to orthodontistlah, ubey lah) + lack of sleep. went to filharmonik last night with U and his entire family to watch "Kalbu" and arrived home kind of late due to the federal traffic (back to subang, weird kan?). Aie was nearly rejected of entrance into the hall for wearing jeans. it wasn't blue jeans lah kind of like a tight corduroy skinnies but still. here are pictures taken during the interval break:

with the brothers and julia

sayang

haniejulia

aie trynna be all artistic shogin off the braun buffel bag hahaha tahpape ah!

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went online yesterday and next thing i know its already 2 a.m. meaning ive got only few hours of sleep. decided to go to tesco cause of their price (too bad for those who had to pay RM110)..thank GGGGOOODDD i nearly booked one at MPH last wed but i was still contemplating and my dad asked me to go to Tesco instead and now MPH and Times being all childish is going on a strike to not sell any copy to those who had not pre-ordered. wth? its business, deal with it.



ok so when i arrived at Tesco, all sleepy and ghastly without any trace of makeup i only saw around 8 ppl including a photographer so i thought alot of ppl are not up yet. then at 7.01 the door opened and the 8 of us were running upstairs to be the first to reach there, greeted by HP-looking geeky staff wearing the robes and evrything. i thought there was a catch of it being so cheap but there it was. a tower full of Harry Potter reads. yiipppeeaayyy! so i grabbed one and headed for the cashier while the other few ppl were engrossed in taking pictures. when i turned around, i saw hundreds of ppl with their families flocking Tesco. turned out they were on the other entrance of Tesco and some waited since 6.15a.m. so me and my mum, being the first to purchase the book at Tesco shah alam were pulled by an intern journalist for an english paper to do an interview. she kept asking questions and me being all groggy and sleepy was sooooo effing blur answering her questions. nasib baik she was friendly. then had to pose for some pictures for the photographer and such, and mummy was the most excited one. macam dia baca je HP. she doesn't even like the movie. but she was pulled into all the hype. so nak taknak had to cooperate lah kan. i didnt mind taking pictures that much (d'uh) but i was wearing spectacles, all sleepy muka-tak-mandi face and no make-up. now, i regret that moment when i agreed to bekerjasama. shit. anyways, got back....and slept. tak larat oi i was soooooo dizzy i could barf my intestines out. i hope the pictures dont come out tmrw.



ok gotta wake up early (again) tomorrow. will blog again. toodles~

ps: i wanna go shopping.

up and up and upppp

so on the first day of college... a cyclist crashed into me at a traffic light.

what a way to start the semester =)
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i hope benja will gimme the photoshop cs3 cd soon =)
i've been out of touch with photoshop for ages. so yes, i havent been re-touching my photos so my skin really is getting better...just so you know (you know who you are).

ok, this girl is effing pretty it makes me feel like a dimwit in a monkey suit.

http://www.xanga.com/angelababy






ps: do you believe in long-distance relationships?

letting it alllllllll go

i'm sorry U...i just had to tell you this...i know it'll hurt but ive been carrying this burden since i saw him...i just can't hide this anymore. i AM TRULY sorry i love you still but i have to tell you that ive been secretly....

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this guy

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHahahahahahHAAH

photo: pierre casiraghi

he reminds me of johnny depp and matthew mcconaughey (did i spell that right?)

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ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh i just hadddd to post this up. i had this last week somewhere in an italian cafe in sri damansara. it was lovely! i think it is run by a european husband and his malay wife. they're very friendly and he surely explained the dishes thoroughly. that's what i like about people with a passion for food! this is the special apple pie. its actually an apple roll-cake with choc mint ice-cream and choc syrup and garnished with fresh strawberries.

everything on the menu looked tempting. i have have haveeee to bring my girls there!

so i went to watch die hard4.0 today. U and i had a small argument and it went like this:

U: sayang, how would you pronounce the title?
me: iunno...ummm die hard 4 point 0.
U: noooooo its die hard four-flat.
me: *gave him the annoyed look*
U: seriously, betul lah.
me: uh yeah...whatever *shrugs off*

what the hell? four-flat? sounds like the cgpa system or sumthing...oh and btw, no matter how cool the stunts are, its still a bit hindustan-ish to me. like, its overdone or sumthing. like.....transporter.


i've laid-off a while from shopping for clothes but i just hadddd to get these since they were butt-cheap. anyhoo, i have more to spend.

see how cute the zipper is?

and, i also bought a chicken-poxed cheap ass patrick.
excuse my maid-nak-tidur look, patrick comes as a beanie baby!!! hahaha i hope i dont burst it.

i hung it on U's car window on the way back and he was screaming like "NOoooooooo, you just dropped my car's horsepower by 10" (sheesh, mengadanya!)

and yes wanie, i want your shades.

i want more bags. oh wait, i prefer more clothes though. why do people keep stealing my bags..first, in the cinema, then another while it was in peah's posession. both, were white. what's with that?

i have found the secret! oh it's a book lah i saw it on oprah today, and also at MPH. is it a sign that i should buy it?

i miss skipping A-levels classes and drive to Midvalley and chilled at MPH for hours...alone.

streetw e a r

i googled for malaysian streetwear hoping to find pictures of cool malaysian teens on the street with one-of-a-kind look but all i got are those hiphop fashion promos. not saying that hiphop is not good, but im hoping to find those london streetwear type of clothes. geddit?

boringnyaaaaaaaaaaa

yousayingw h a?

im letting go~

i heard some talks about my english being all haywire, my grammar is cacat and i'm kind of kampung?

hahahahahahahahahahaha

i speak better english than your whole entire family, bitch.

i don't write perfect english in a blog. i'm not gonna get an A for blogging, let alone receive an award for perfect grammar.

i talk the languange of 'manglish' on a normal basis and my blog is supposed to be spontaneous and what people can relate to....

so who are you to judge my english?

im not those malay girls who speak english with a made-up accent all the time. i still have my 'melayu' roots and i can speak pasar melayu if i want to.

i know more vocabulary than you do thanks to reader's digest and the dictionary while you try to talk like a black man. you're not even black, you're as pale as a chalk. black people are cool, you are not.

so, who are you again?

getting rid of

shorts - RM10

useless rants

picture: tioman sunset, by yours truly

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remember those times when i used to complain that sundays are just like....sundays?

now, saturdays are even turning into sundays...which is effing scary.

im gonna start scratching the skin off my legs and create scabs if there's nothing interesting to do.

myspace, friendster yadda yadda is getting more and more boring.

the only thing that entertains me is the sound of the clicking keyboard and astro.

i keep bothering U every half an hour by calling him and asking him the same ol "what r you doing?"

im walking around like a dead zombie...wait, zombies are already dead kan?

i wish i have a karaoke machine.

no one picks up the phone today..except for Wanie and U...and Acap!

i'm growing sick of Mcdonalds. the more i eat them, the greasier my throat feels.

i think im gonna turn vegan...but will not lay off red meat. does that work? i dont wanna miss out on our monthly Jake's spareribs.

i wanna squeeze asyraf!

ok that's all i have to say =)

a little complaint won't hurt

i just felt like complaining, so here it goes:


my timetable for next sem is fcuked.
my subjects are killers (msian company law, trade & foreign exchange blablabla).
new campus is bloody gorgeous, and cool but bloody far from my fave mamak.
im so bloody sleepy but i cant sleep.
i baked a cake and it wasnt cooked although the outer layer is already burnt damnit.
my legs are spotted with mosquito bites it itches all the time.
i havent got my camera darnit!
tomorrow, results are out...*runs and hangs self like a hang-man*


U's mum invited me to watch the orchaestra. yeay!

ins and outs

im enjoying my last bits of holidays by not spending anymore...boohoo!

Spent too much in clothes in the past month, and the sale is not even over yet (I hate you ZARA for tempting me into emptying my purse)...and ate too much good and pricey foods(which i didnt really mind at all)...U's been spending on me also, kesiannn dia. i'll sulk when i see something i want but i cant afford and he'll coax me into buying it, just to make me smile again. i love you lah sayang. i know im a hassle. but you managed to balance me out regardless.

i've found a fellow blogger's(jezmine) shopping haven. its a thrift store near my house, also with vintage items on a killer price of RM2, rm5 or RM10 only. the outerlook of the store might give you the second thought but yes, it is alllll worth it. i'll try to look for somethg from the store and post the pics up soon. speaking of clothes, im still selling off some of my stuffs, mostly those which do not fit me. but if you're looking for certain stuffs feel free to comment me and ill rummage through my box to see whether i have what you're looking for.


i have a LEVI's 549 boot cut jeans (rm80) ,a pink striped bikini set (rm25),a green shorts (rm10) which was only worn once or twice.

i'll upload the pics soon but you can check out my previous post:

http://hanzbr.blogspot.com/2007/06/selling-some-stuff.html


im reducing the prices cause i wanna get rid of em. thnk you

older...but not any wiser

i've decided to make my 20th a celebration cause U wont be here next yr for my 21st. he will even be gone for his bday...and will also miss our 6th year anniversary. so i decided to go to tioman. then have a girls night out with my girls, which turned out differently in the end.

being girls, we just had to shop beforehand kan? even though we're not even sure whether we'd wear the things we bought for the occassion hahaha so we went to OU although i had already picked out my outfit for the night, i ended up buying another top anyways..

then, we went to bossanova for our brazillian grill. seriously, this is the most humiliating but memorable dinner.....everrrrrr. brought ubir along due to certain reasons..

and ended up at skybar, where it was hot and humid with not much dancespace(pity) and a few pictures with my undies exposed hahahaha thank GGGDDD i wore black boxershorts but then again, who would wanna see it? hahaha no wonder the arab guy sitting across me kept staring and smiling one kind...lol

note to self : never wear miniskirts to skybar thank you

b e a c h babies

dad told grandma that out of alllllllll the grandchildren of the family, im the only one who's up to extreme sports and going into the open waters. im not sure whether its a good thing or bad.

i just got back from tioman a few days ago, baked and dehydrated...to the extent of being extra crispy. i guess the dehydrated part was because i swallowed quite a considerable amount of seawater while skinny-diving (mengada nak jugak) and now my body is heating up...U, on the other hand is a coral killer!!!!! hahah no-lah, he accidentaly crashed into hard corals while diving and got scraped really bad. thing is, once a coral is broken, the whole thing is gonna die.

here's the after-effects of the bleeding. no, it wasnt me being all naughty.U immedeatly swam out of the water sbb takut shark dtg...wth hahaha sad lah you boy...chill lah hihihi the both of us left the group and snorkelled and skin-dived through big rock formations and secluded areas. it was enchanting...thing is, tioman's waters were swarmed with gamat a.k.a sea cucumber.fcuk geli sialll! in shallow waters, to avoid stepping on the ugly squishy sea worms, i asked U to give me a turtle-back ride.mengada kan?

anyhoo i had a blast there...just chilling by the waters playing cards and eat eat eat. oh, not forgetting cool photos. to view more cool photos i managed to snap, click on the deviantart link on the right hand-side of this page.

however, meme's memory card was screwd so instead of 191 pictures in his camera, only 70something showed up, totalling pictures from three cameras to be only 379. if not i guess it'd be 400something kan?

btw, we saw dolphins....REAL dolphins on the way to the waterfall. cool kan.although the firs five-seconds daus kena buto ngan budak2 sbb he said it was penguins...doplhins are something else daus...tch tch hahahaha

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Nadiah left already...if you're reading this nadiah, you better buy me smthg when you get back hahaha i woke up at 6.30 for you yaknow lol. love you nadsterrrrrrrrrrrr

sore

i lovveeee being tan!!! makes me look healthier. but the downside is that im having cracked lips, dry sore skin on my back with multiple bikini lines and breakouts here n there.

anyhoo cant write much gotta sleep. sending nadiah of to KLIA in a few hours time. i promise (cross fingers) i'll blog soon, if the connection permits...ok toodles~