me...the bitch?

I seriously don't know who to believe anymore at this point.
left says this, right says that.
dua-dua says things about another.
But its as if I'm the worst person in the room.
Lies and rumours spread and I'm suddenly pulled to the middle.
Semuanya talam dan hipokrit.
lakonan semata-mata.
but who am I to say?

well, although I can't trust anybody anymore
At least I know who are my real friends when I needed them.
Jasa baik ku tak di kenang, tak apalah.
When you need me, I won't be there anymore.
I know lah sometimes I talk too much things slipped.
But I never meant any harm or anything serious.
But it's a pity now to those people who used me as a scapegoat.
I pity you for being a coward.
I know what I did wrong but I won't apologize for what I didn't do.
I am not gullible or anything, I just care too much.
I guess that makes it easier to be used.
I don't know whether there's truth anymore in this world.
Everything is illuminated.