you know who you are.

this is the last straw im gonna talk about you, ever

some people(aieeeee hahahah) have put senses in me to avoid me from falling into another pithole of yours.

just please, get the fuck out of our lives!!!

stop putting people on the spot and try to make them at fault when they're not

you have NO fucking base and proof and whatever you're saying is just a recycle of your old trash-talking

you're doing the same fucking thing to my friend now as what u did to me but girl, we know your tactics now it aint working

you blame us for making you look bad but you're doing it at your own stupidity
we dont have to work tht hard for people to notice. they're smart enough to realize on their own.

you lash out on small issues, make it fucking big till people fight with each other because of u

and yet u say that you're trying to be the better person by saying sorry? isn't that what i did before? then why wasnt i the better person back then, then?

enough lah, i've had enough. no listen, i dont even wanna hear your voice, i dont wanna see your fucking face, i dont even know why im being nice to u even after you threw all kinds of shits at me. you're like a parasite, you live of people's fears and anger.

when you're done with one, you jump to another.

its like food to your fucking sick and twisted ego.

yes, i have a weakness that if people talk to me nicely then i'll just talk back nicely. yes, im being stupid at that. but i regret all of the niceness i gave to u now.

still, it never changed of how much misery i had to put up with you

i've met so much more nice people i should care and think about rather than you

so from now on, im letting it go. just stop popping back into our lives woman, we're doing fine just without you.

why did i write this here? cause im letting it out and leaving it behind. i just had to write

it's my way of leaving things behind.

plus, itll be a reminder to me of how i've put a wall to shield myself from your bullshit

thank you. consider this the end of your existence in my life.

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thanks to Aie n Donat n Ubey who stuck by me through these shits

i need time n guidance and you gave me that

i know im still bitter about it n sometimes you might be annoyed

therefore im so sorry and i appreciate things you've done to make me feel good

you've all been nothing but great about it.

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