seeing another friend's wedding album makes me feel more unsure. will i ever find my happy ending? will it be soon? or will it be later? will it be with this man of my dreams? or will it be with someone else...i only see plans for now but there are still no concrete promises. no doubt i'm happy for my friend, but the jealousy will always be there. they didn't have to wait as long as i do to have their fairytale realized.
people have always told me it's not good to get married that young but what if i KNOW and FEEL that i'm ready. what if the feeling is already there?
i'm just scared that if things don't go as planned, then what would become of me?
i've put my life on this for so long i can't bear losing it at all....
it's always the WHAT IF
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Everyone will
have their happy ending.
It's up for you to know if you are ready. Not the people around you to judge.
Don't ponder about the result
or if it's ever going to work.
If you try your best
& believe, even the worst things
can be a breeze.
wish you all the best
NAT :)
am just someone who totally dig
your fashion ;)
i may not know zubir, but the very fact tat u guys r still strong even tho he's far away is a GREAT accomplisment! i have faith tat u guys can make it! :)
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