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Saturday, May 31, 2008

you know




you know, you people are my friends I appreciate all the help and presence when i need you guys but I just have to say this and I don't think I can say it in front of you guys without sounding harsh so to avoid misunderstandings I'm just gonna write it down here, in hopes that you'll read it...re-read it if u wanna...and understand.


A joke is funny..all he-he-ha-ha's but when a joke is repeated more than twice, its annoying...and if the joke concerns my relationship with ubey, its not funny anymore after the second time. so I hope you'll understand cause you don't know what we're going through every day. It's hard being in a long-distance relationship already, so I don't need people putting ideas inside my head that he's seeing someone else/cheating on me (I know its meant as a joke, but still) while I'm sleeping blablabla. You don't know how much it'll play inside my head, or psyched me so much that i believe its true so to avoid THAT, lets just NOT go to that topic again...ok? it doesn't mean that being almost six years together that its a sure thing, there's no telling what might happen in the future but i hope to make it last as long as it could...i need help, not sympathy and harsh comments. i know he's not that type but everything you say is like a prayer. the more you say it, the more possible it will happen.


it's just seriously NOT funny anymore that I felt like you guys are taking my relationship as if its a soap drama...i can laugh along but seriously...no...i can't go there anymore. no matter how cool i seem to be when being put on the spot its just not telling what i actually feel in my heart.



so, help me... if you are not, then i know now what your intentions are...


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PS: smoking does NOT make you look like a whore, but smoking when you're pregnant? you should be smacked til your brains slap the concrete for that



Friday, May 30, 2008

survey post.

im sorry for the boring posts lately will update later im just fucking lazy to do so...


meanwhile, i was tagged by KELSEY so here goes:


Where's the last place you went?
Mamak just to chill

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?

to talk to ubey

Have you ever worn false eyelashes?

yep...i liked how they look but its such a hassle its not helping with the fact that im wearing lenses already

At the moment, are you more warm or cold?

cold.

Do you find girls with facial piercings attractive?

i like piercings that aren't too obvious

Who are your favorite people to talk to when you’re down?

Ubey, Donat, Acap, Ejoy

Who was the last person to insult you to your face?
Aie...thanks. it was just what i needed after a long day

What did you do today?

watched a movie...

What did you do yesterday?

nothing.

Who can you tell anything to?

Ubey...of course. and the same guys that i talk to when im down.

What are your plans for tomorrow?

send my sister for her orthodontist appointment and off to Sunway Pyramid for a skate comp

What are you thinking about right now?

when is ubye gonna wake up..im getting sleepy.

Do you smile often?

yeah...unless if someone annoys me.

Do you prefer an ocean or pool?

the open ocean

How long is your hair?

down to my chest...not that long considering i dont have saggy tits lol

Last thing you ate?

nasi and lauk lah what else

Who do you dislike currently?

annoying ppl who thinks they're too cool for everything

If you could have something right now, what would it be?

a flight ticket to new york! and no returns hahahaha

Miss something?

ubey...every minute every second

Something you hate more than anything?

CICAK!

Is tomorrow going to be a good day/night?

i hope so

Are you in a good mood?

not really. ma n dad's pissing me off with their stupid and baseless assumptions

Would you rather get up early or sleep in?

get up early! time's wasting when you're not up and about

Are you wearing anything?

duh\

Are you paranoid about something?

failure and being left for another girl

Does it take a lot to make you cry

nope...its worse after ubey left, i became extra sentimental and sensitive. Song lyrics or soppy movies or clips makes me tear up faster than you can say "tissue".

Wanting to tell someone something?

that i really really need him beside me.

What would you do with five million dollars?

move to new york and start a new life there

Would you rather watch a romantic movie or a really gory one?

i prefer gory movies but an occasional romance wouldn't hurt.\

If you had to live off one type of fruit, which would you pick?

buah mata kucing....can?

What is your favorite curse word?

CELAKA!!!! or SIAKAAPPP!!!!




tagging anyone who's up for this...










Monday, May 26, 2008

tidurlah selamat malam




i just cannot get enough of this song, it never fails to make me cry everytime =(









senja kini berganti malam
menutup hari yg lelah
dimanakah engkau berada
aku tak tahu dimana

pernah kita lalui semua
jerit, tangis, canda, tawa
kini hanya untaian kata
hanya itulah yg aku punya

reff:
tidurlah selamat malam
lupakan sajalah aku
mimpilah dalam tidurmu
bersama bintang

sesungguhnya aku tak bisa
jalani waktu tanpamu
perpisahan bukanlah duka
meski harus menyisakan luka



Sunday, May 25, 2008

leave them alone!!!



seth green is love lah he's such a super cute geek..and he's funny....this made my boring day. taken from my sister's blog.

click here . it's not embeddable

i love the part where he stopped for a while to touch up his eyeliner major LOL

and "im tough to go through cause i am tangible" HAHAHAHAHAA WTFFF!!!!




qwik-ee

ubey's somewhere near st louis for the midwest 08 games and i'm here...still procrastinating my revisions...damnit! thank God no classes from next week but my papers starts from the 12th til the 18th and 20th off to phuket..again. then my birthday on the 27th party party party then off to another holiday with friends then roadtrip then contemplating to go for the Rainforest Music Festival on the 11th july then 14th july classes commences...fuck sekejap nya.. wish ubey is here though...time flies past slower when he's not around =(


pulanglah, cintaku...surprise me on our anniversary, can? hahaha i doubt so..dalam angan2 can lah i think....

but i STILL want the sidekick....NAAAAAKKKKKKK!!!!!!





Saturday, May 24, 2008

julia oh juuuliiiaaa

hahaha kesian julia kena prank

here


but she DID ran like gila gila hahahahah


we still love you, you crazy chick!

u know we've been waiting for this video since like the time u kena prank tu kan? jgn marah....lol

u still look cute dgn muka cuak hahah



Thursday, May 22, 2008

for my sayang



dygta - kerna ku sayang kamu

Seandainya kau ada disini denganku
Mungkin ku tak sendiri
Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku
Hiasi malam sepiku
Ku ingin bersama dirimu

Ku tak akan pernah berpaling dari mu
Walau kini kau jauh dari ku
Kan selalu ku nnti
Kerna ku sayang kamu

Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu
Dengarlah melati ku
Ku berjanji
Hanyalah untukmu cinta ku
Tak akan pernah ada yang lain

Adakah rindu dihati mu
Seperti rindu yang ku rasa
Sanggupkah ku terus terlena
Tanpamu disisiku
Ku kan selalu menantimu


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mimpilah dlm tidurmu bersama bintang

'bersama bintang' by drive is a fucking sad love song



Tuesday, May 20, 2008

falling into that hole again













no matter how many times i keep telling myself im no party animal or these outdoor rave thingies aren't my cup of tea, i still have a huge weakness for sensation black, still keep their videos and audio files since 2004 =(((

sigh, out of all vices i could have fallen into, this was it..the one i can't or almost impossible to reach....oh wait, its no longer sensation black...it's BLACK...pure BLACK



evill....eviiillll inddeeedddd...i don't think the frachise will reach malaysia nanti kena ban then orang2 will say its black metal perhimpunan haram isap darah kambing yadda yadda hahahha


amsterdam anyone?



sensation white are for pussies HAHAHAHAHHAHA











Sunday, May 18, 2008

might get these





might get these stuffs IF Ubey is rajin enough to move his butt and go out to buy them for me...

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Kanye Inspired Vintage Aviators


Black/Red - for ubey
Raisin for me


i decided to not take the wayfarers they're getting abit overrated


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Ashley Olsen Gold bar oversized sunnies

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White leather gladiators



but i doubt so he will

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update: emph tak jadi pun beli...penat je browse...







here without you





A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me


The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love


I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight its only you and me



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only God knows how much I miss you and think of u all the time :'(






tagged again




tagged by Izrin

but this time, its in Malay, so sorry to international readers i'm lazy to translate

to those whose Malays are not good pls try lah kan hahaha

ok! update!!!!!!! since i saw everyone else's was so Melayu-ish i decided to fix my tag post and make it more...melayu. so here goes (cue to laugh starts from now):




7 fakta tentang saya
1) saya makan byk tapi tak naik berat badan
2) saya tak kuat tido..6-8jam sehari dah cukup
3) saya tak suka membawa kereta
4) saya tak suka bersukan...tetapi saya boleh bermain sukan ekstrim atau futsal(bola sepak gelanggang?)
5) saya suka bergambar...orang kata saya pelacur kamera hahahah wtf!
6) saya nak naikkan berat badan..tapi taknak banyak sgt
7) panas baran..sama lah kita ye izrin...jangan buat i marah ah kalau tanak kena bebel or lempang laju2 hahaha

7 perkara menakutkan saya
1) Kematian orang tersayang
2) breaking up with ubey
3) Gagal/ulang subjek
5) CICAK!!!
6) Tiada duit
7) Hantu


7 lagu buat masa sekarang
1) arctic monkeys - 505
2) flo rida - low
3) apa2 reggaeton songs yang boleh menari to
4) anna nalick - shine
5) sara bareilles - not gonna write you a love song
6) blocparty - my dick
7) the magic numbers - forever lost or love is just a game


7 perkara yang selalu saya sebut
1) celaka
2) babe
3) apa barang?
4) mentekedarah jom!
5) jap jap jappppp!
6) motherfocker
7) lempang laju laju kang baru tau!


7 perkara yang amat bernilai
1) Keluarga
2) Ubeyku sayang
3) kawan sejati
4) Ijazah
5) Nikon d40x, my car, laptop...handohone boleh campak jauh2
6) internet..nak guna skype
7) kebebasan

7 "pertama kali" dalam hidup saya
1) Untuk mencintai sepenuh hati
2) Melancong ke serata dunia
3) Duduk dalam dunia penuh drama and hipokrit
4) Tidak bersosial sampai lupa dunia
5) Belajar menggunakan photoshop sendiri
6) Tidak muntah sebelum persembahan atas pentas
7) Buat tak paham or taktau when orang buat jahat


7 orang bertuah (KENE JAWAB TAG NI BALIK!)
1) Yaqeen
2) Kazrina
3) Izuan
4) Alyaa Annuar
5) Jeff Azraai
6) Syaida
7) Kemi (i'm sure you'd understand malay..right?)



ok now i know why my malay writing sucks...hahahhahahaha

some things just never change

some things stays the same

until now hahaha



speaking of baby photos these are still my faves:

ubey's fave as well as i look so semangat jogging hahahha



i still poke my dad until now, it never changed



but i never really had a blonde bf hahahahha








Friday, May 16, 2008

Backtrack into fastrack!



been such a random week. in chronological orders:







Randomness #1:

Mother's Day

went to celebrate with my family at delicious bangsar for tea. last minute plan, thought the place would be freaking packed but it seemed odd as the place was half empty, which is an unusual sight for delicious but i guess the regular patrons were all at p.d for the tiesto thingy. got the 3 cupcakes for gifts, nasib baik tak jadi order.



then went to my aunt's place to chill

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Randomness #2:

Starbucks at Pyramid to cure my Monday blues after i submitted my assignment for tea, then off to dinner at Chillis Bangsar. Amir just got back from his roadtour so he came straight away with his luggage. dinner and drinks was on Fadhly...RM350 of free Chillis voucher is love kept ordering drinks and cocktails like mad heheheh met saleha, very very sweet and fun girl to hang-out with, not to mention genuine....unlike some fake girls i've met in the past (ahem no need to mention names here i spose hehehhehe)


united's blurry fans. bleargh


promosi diri...sangat sangat sangat available!


group photo

me and the funder


saleha the pretty

another group snap


camwhoring


nak pimpinnn


lagi...she's just super pretty lah! not to mention i loooovvveee the colour of the blue curacao.


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randomness #3:

Gloomy Tuesday. kidnapped Bun as he always kidnaps me for no reason. took him to the curve and ate at Ikea with Donat. Fadhly came a little later with Amir.




went to cut my hair at Bambang's salon (HAIRKUNST) at the Curve. it was high time i did so anyway. my fringe was playing hide n seek since a month ago cause on certain days, it'd appear, on some..no. sorry my dad gave my compact camera to my brother in Johor and I cannot lug my huge widebodykit dslr everywhere so I settled with camera phones and webcams now.


still looks the same yeap yeap well at least i got my fringe back...


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Randomness #4:


planned for a photoshoot for Ejoy's portfolio on thursday noon. went to KLpac to use the middle colonial house ruins for our settings. masuk2 it looked very secured so me and Donat told Ejoy to at least ask for permission. so he went to the info counter and the conversation went (SORT OF, im making it on my own sentences):



Ejoy: Kak, nak tangkap gambar boleh? (Can we take pictures here?)

Kakak: Oh ni private land la adik. adik nk buat apa? (This is a private land, it's not allowed. What is it for anyway?)

Ejoy: Photoshoot utk assignment. budak college je kak. (we're just college students to do our assignment)

Kakak: oh student kena ada surat pastu ada bayaran. (we need a letter and we'll charge a little fee)

Ejoy: oh brape kak (how much would it be?)

Kakak: ten.

Ejoy: oh sepuluhhhh (oh ten)

Kakak: oh dik, sepuluh ribu. (its RM10,000/ USD3000)


Ejoy went back to the car to recede into a spasm with foams coming out from his mouth repeating the words "ten thousand" like a chant....


hahaha just kidding..Ejoy said he nearly maki kakak tu hahahahahahahah

i said, if it was ten thousand for a fee to use the place for a photoshoot, then i might as well fly to somewhere in europe and take my pictures there, right? it'd look nicer and cooler.

So we searched around for old colonial houses but to no avail...Donat came up with a BRILLIANT idea and said "bukit tinggi nak?"...gila random.


went up to bukit tinggi at about 1.30pm...worked our way through the traffic in ampang, reached there at about 2.30.




went to the japanese village first. i changed in the miniature hut. you're free to have a nap there if you like. put on 10 inches of make-up on my own...didnt dare to experiment with colours this time..maybe next time...



and off we gooooo....

these aren't the official photos though. taken by Donat with my camera. i call it 'behind the scene' photos har har harrrrr







monkey see, monkey do


love this photo i dont know why






kejakunan playing with speed lights and filters hahaha



some of the photos from Ejoy:








oh we ARE sooooo gonna be more random after this...planning a trip to melaka for a kampung kebaya shoot...oh wait,thats not so random izzit?


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Randomness #5:

Friday, went to RSB for lunch with Jeff and Ken and then to Ikea for another lunch..just cause i had the cravings for the hotdogs and ice cream. all done with RM5 only hahahahaha photos :








more photos can be seen here(Ken) and here (Jeff)


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Randomness #6:

Saturday, woke up with a sudden craving for good food so i scoured through the Masak-Masak blog and the Food Critics group on Facebook for suggestions. called my makan-in-crime partner, Donat up and ended up in Holiday Villa Subang Jaya for their dim sum buffet 45 minutes before the kitchen closed so we gulped up all that we can for RM39++ hahahahha and the food was good i was so mendap i refused to move afterwards. not much variety though as the a la carte menu but it was worth the money.


before


squid in some sambal-like sauce



fishballs, siew mai and mutton


egg tarts and the fried prawn dumpling with mayonnaise. love this one


i dont remember whats this called but it has the shark's fin thingy on top and chicken and veggie fillings inside...the glutinous rice cover was a little too thick for my liking though.


gone in 5 minutes no joke hahahhaha
we ordered another two rounds of the same freaking thing hahahhahahah


donat the shark's fin eater...PETA pls!


har gao... fave


the egg tarts were really good. the fillings not too sweet accompanied by a flaky and light pastry that tastes a bit milky..oh heavenly..




hong kong fried rice




and chee cheong fun...make that two..i love chee cheong fun



spring rolls. the sauce was a bit too lemon-ish and strong...


chicken pau..i dont eat pau but donat said it was very very good.




ok, now im officially broke. last week ate at las carretas for lunch dah brape, this week lagi la.

sigh, at least im not spending on stupid things...right?






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