Opening doors

I've always believed in the whole yin yang, good bad, black white thing. When one door closes for me, I somehow find another open. I am grateful that God has not closed my door of opportunities but sometimes, we tend to forget about Him and only turn to Him when we're in the deep. I've learned that no matter what I do, there's always consequences. And no matter which road I take, I've to take responsibility for it, high or low. 

I have to admit that I'm not perpetually positive. No one is. I complain too at times but after all these years, I can safely say that I've found my anchor. I guess we're all allowed to rant, but the trick is to not dwell in it for too long. 

I had to cancel my Bali trip, which I was super excited about for a month when my grandmother fell sick. I argued with my dad to let me go, but at the back of my heart I knew I'd stay when my family needs me. So I did end up staying, and I had to blow a month's worth of planning and two month's worth of allowance cause I couldn't get any refunds but a couple of days after, I received a call to work. Wow, I know when one thing fails, there's always succeed to follow but I'm grateful and lucky that it happened fast enough to not let me just sit and ponder on it. I love my new job. I love my new colleagues, they're the loveliest people to have and work with and I'm so driven beyond my usual chilled-out self. I guess the inner hippie in me can be super productive when it needs to. 

One thing I've to change though (and yes, I realize this bad habit I have) is that I need to manage my temper. Sometimes my beliefs get to me and I am stubborn when I know what I want, but I guess I've to let it seep in my mind that not everything will happen according to my will.

The best is yet to come, and I know I've so much to offer. This isn't arrogance, but it is my inner confidence. I know I can soar higher than this. Everyone can. It's cliche to say that, if they put their mind on it but it's the truth. Try it, and see the changes in your life.