I have this desire to dive into an unknown territory, thirsty for adventure, hungry for adrenaline and I know what I feel, still curious about what I want. I don't know why some people are so against my wanderlust desires, that they try to make me think the same way they do by hammering their reality down to other people's heads like it's supposed to be a way of accepting life as it is. Take a spoonful of sugar, and chill out. You don't have to take these thoughts seriously cause I know there's a huge chance it's not happening. I know MY own reality.
On another note, I need to make big girl decisions about all sort of things now, where do I start. I know, however, that I'll be away for a long time.